Apologies for the radio silence

When I started this site, I told myself that I was going to be active.  I want to meet and interact with other authors.  And I want to get advice for my own stuff.  I was going to be so good about it.  It was going to be great.

Then real life happened.

It’s the end of the school year for my students.  In fact, they start their final tomorrow.  In an ordinary year, this would be hectic anyway, what with final grades and students needing to study and the fact that our school has NO AC (humidity and I are NOT friends).

BUT.  I am about to lose this job.  My position is victim to the many budget cuts that teachers face.  Because of this, I am about to lose my health insurance, which is a VERY scary thought.

On top of that, I have gotten a zillion job interviews.  This is a good thing.  I KNOW it is.  I know that the more interviews I go on, the more chance I have of landing a job.  Unfortunately, interviews take a lot out of someone.  Selling yourself, being your best, dealing with the nerves, is taxing.  Especially when they make you teach in front of a group of real live students.

I have had 8 interviews in 2 weeks.  And more before that.  I am tired.  I have a perpetual stomach ache.  I keep losing my train of thought.  Worst of all, I burst into tears in front of one of my classes today.  For no reason.  It’s been so hard.

I just want a job.  I want this to be over.  I want the anxiety to go away.  I want to focus on other things.

But until then, I might be a little silent for a while.


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